The physicians observe these accidents to have fallen upon the critical days
Idque Notant Criticis Medici Evenisse Diebus
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I WOULD not make man worse than he is, nor his condition more miserable than it
is. But could I though I would? As a man cannot flatter God, nor overpraise
him, so a man cannot injure man, nor undervalue him. Thus much must necessarily
be presented to his remembrance, that those false happinesses which he hath in
this world, have their times, and their seasons, and their critical days; and
they are judged and denominated according to the times when they befall us.
What poor elements are our happinesses made of, if time, time which we can
scarce consider to be any thing, be an essential part of our happiness! All
things are done in some place; but if we consider place to be no more but the
next hollow superficies of the air, alas! how thin and fluid a thing is air,
and how thin a film is a superficies, and a superficies of air! All things are
done in time too, but if we consider time to be but the measure of motion, and
howsoever it may seem to have three stations, past, present, and future, yet
the first and last of these are not (one is not now, and the other is not yet),
and that which you call present, is not now the same that it was when you began
to call it so in this line (before you sound that word present, or that
monosyllable now, the present and the now is past).
If this imaginary,
half-nothing time, be of the essence of our happinesses, how can they be
thought durable? Time is not so; how can they be thought to be? Time is not so;
not so considered in any of the parts thereof. If we consider eternity, into
that time never entered; eternity is not an everlasting flux of time, but time
is a short parenthesis in a long period; and eternity had been the same as it
is, though time had never been. If we consider, not eternity, but perpetuity;
not that which had no time to begin in, but which shall outlive time, and be
when time shall be no more, what a minute is the life of the durablest creature
compared to that! and what a minute is man's life in respect of the sun's, or
of a tree? and yet how little of our life is occasion, opportunity to receive
good in; and how little of that occasion do we apprehend and lay hold of? How
busy and perplexed a cobweb is the happiness of man here, that must be made up
with a watchfulness to lay hold upon occasion, which is but a little piece of
that which is nothing, time? and yet the best things are nothing without that.
Honours, pleasures, possessions, presented to us out of time? in our decrepit
and distasted and unapprehensive age, lose their office, and lose their name;
they are not honours to us that shall never appear, nor come abroad into the
eyes of the people, to receive honour from them who give it; nor pleasures to
us, who have lost our sense to taste them; nor possessions to us, who are
departing from the possession of them. Youth is their critical day, that judges
them, that denominates them, that inanimates and informs them, and makes them
honours, and pleasures, and possessions; and when they come in an
unapprehensive age, they come as a cordial when the bell rings out, as a pardon
when the head is off. We rejoice in the comfort of fire, but does any man
cleave to it at midsummer? We are glad of the freshness and coolness of a
vault, but does any man keep his Christmas there; or are the pleasures of the
spring acceptable in autumn? If happiness be in the season, or in the climate,
how much happier then are birds than men, who can change the climate and
accompany and enjoy the same season ever.